Aries Full Moon: Gene Key 42

releasing the ways we hold ourselves back from expressing ourselves and living our life to the fullest.

Days before this full moon I found myself in my mind obsessing over an outcome. I had to bring myself back to earth a couple times. I was frustrated that I kept thinking about the same thing over and over again. I now know that when this happens, it’s because I am afraid and my brain is trying to figure it all out. But there’s nothing to figure out because I really don’t know how things are ever going to end up. No one does. We do the same thing over and over again because it brings us a sense of comfort. The safety and security we have built is just an illusion. And when things don’t go as we expect them to we think there’s something wrong with that.

But what if it’s exactly what we need?

This full moon activates Gene Key 42 ~ Letting go of the living and dying~

Shadow: Expectation | Gift: Detachment | Siddhi: Celebration

Expectation

“Whether your expectation is optimistic or pessimistic, it narrows your field of vision and closes down the limitless potential that exists in each moment.” - Richard Rudd, 64 Ways

Our expectations of who we need to be or how things should play out is what’s holding us back from living fully in this present moment. We think that when we have a certain thing, accomplish our goals or have the perfect relationship then we will be happy. The truth is that we will get there one day and within minutes later we’ll move on to the next thing. It’s a cycle that never ends because we keep expecting that sometime in the future we will feel what we are looking for.

The challenge I was going through this week was me projecting a happy future with a current crush I have. I started to daydream about how happy and creative I would be. I started to feel how much my heart was yearning to share my love with someone. I miss having a partner because that’s where I’ve allowed my heart to shine. I had to remind myself that I don’t have to wait for a partner to be happy, creative and loving. I could do that right now. I don’t need a partner to open my heart to share my love. I can share my love by being kind to a stranger I encounter throughout my day or I can express my love to the people close and dear to me. I don’t have to wait for the future to be and do these things. I can allow my heart to be in its full expression in the now.

Where in your life are you holding on to expectations?

Detachment

“You discover the gift of detachment through succumbing to your own humanity and ordinariness of life. Detachment represents the process of letting go of control over your life physically, mentally and emotionally “

When I first learned about detachment I thought I shouldn’t feel anything. The more I’ve been cultivating having a better relationship with my emotions I realize this is just part of being human. There is nothing wrong with feeling feelings and who we are in this moment. Richard Rudd mentions in this Key that detachment is not a form of abstinence and discipline. He says that true detachment is embracing, allowing and accepting ALL that comes up.

We trust that life is always working itself out and who we are in this moment is exactly who we are meant to be. We don’t judge our current experience but allow it to be exactly what it is because it’s what we need in this present moment and it’s part of our bigger story.

Even the things that don’t work out as we like them to are blessings in disguise.

Celebration

“Celebration is the direct manifestation of true awakening, rooted as it is in the utter helplessness of what it means to be alive and dying inside a human body”

What if accepting who we are and where we are in our life right now is what we need to move forward?

One of the things I kept reminding myself this week whenever I started overthinking my situation- I said to myself “I am living my best life right now”. It helped me to let go of the idea that there was a better future out there for me and it helped me enjoy my present moment. The more present I was, the more open I felt to life and it helped me to move forward to express the love I so desire to share and be.

We take our power back and live fully when we become aware of our expectations, allow things to be what they are and recognize that now is the only time to be living the way we desire to live.

We are always trying to do our best and life is always doing what life does. Let us surrender to the currents of what is so we are able to feel more peace, gratitude, joy and open our eyes to see the beauty that is unfolding right in front of us.

Let me know how this full moon is treating you?

What’s currently coming up for you?

How are your feeling?

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